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Tim Stoker ([personal profile] kayakking) wrote2020-12-21 09:43 am

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YET ANOTHER PSL AU POST BECAUSE WE ARE MONSTERS.



LITERALLY.


Kinda the premise.
eyediot: (and I would walk 500 more)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-03 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Before it was just 'like'. Now it's love?
eyediot: (but there's no easy way)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-05 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[A beat.]

Expand.
eyediot: (s5; but that just reminds me how)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-05 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[Worse, actually. Because he still doesn't understand. He goes still at the affection before exhaling and staring down at Tim, the look of a Jon frustrated trying to figure out a puzzle that's being uncooperative providing all the pieces.]

I'm being serious. I'm genuinely ask- never mind.

[Jonha rests his head back down against him. He does know Tim and if he hasn't answered by now, it'll just be something he has to accept. He's frustrated but... Not enough to get into it.]
eyediot: (hand me my shovel)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-06 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
[He gives a bit of an inelegant huff at that.]

Not like I do either. That is all the... Monster part of me.
eyediot: (s5; my soul is useless without you)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-06 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[He does listen, both to the words, but also Tim's breathing and heartbeat. It's... Nice, in a way. But his voice is quiet. Tired.]

I guess I simply don't... Really understand why.
eyediot: (s5; I'd hug it like a harmless little tr)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-06 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Am I?

Because I haven't... [A slow inhale.]

I'm a thing, Tim. I'm the Archive. I'm not... Really me anymore.
eyediot: (that it's me who was to blame)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-06 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
.... Before Algric found me, I.

No one has called me by my name in... A very long time. Even before the Unknowing in my timeline all of it, everything hunting us, hunting me always... Called me "Archivist". Even Elias never bothered with my name except to admonish me when he needed to.

No. Always... Archivist. And then His Archive.

[He sighs, tenuous and a bit shaky. Feelings are hard when they're his own needing to be out out there.]

I don't... Know how much of "Jon" I still really am.
eyediot: (in the end we come right back)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-07 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It is. A bit.

[He's kept his face turned down, cheek pressed into Timothy's shoulder and not looking directly at him.]

So, I don't. Fully understand why... me. Because I'm... I'm not me anymore.

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-07 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[He can't help but laugh bitterly at that.]

You don't even know half of what I've been through.

[But his tone sombers down again.]

If you're sure, Tim.
eyediot: (though we try to fade to black)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-07 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[That.... He lifts his head to look at Tim, contemplating. Considering.]

You still on about craft brews?
eyediot: (s5; and they hunt you and they gut you)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-07 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
This is. Definitely a drinking conversation.

[He watches Tim's expression carefully before moving to sit up, rubbing at that bad shoulder. It feels... a little better. Easier. Hard to tell if it's from the company Tim's provided or the actual physical warmth.]

It isn't pretty and it only gets worse, if you're sure you want to hear it.
eyediot: (for that heaving sunken chest)

[personal profile] eyediot 2021-01-07 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
All right. Drinks and a bad story it is, then.

[He does, at least, get off of Tim so they can go to the kitchen.]

Let's see... This point... You've met Basira by now, yes?

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